Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Mainly for F*ckedUpAppendix
These were post secrets I made a long time ago about my ED
I actually sent some in too. I made over 57 of them, so I'll only post a few for now. These happenbed to be the first 7 or so
I actually sent some in too. I made over 57 of them, so I'll only post a few for now. These happenbed to be the first 7 or so
abilify
sorry abilify. I'm letting go of you. I'm convinced you made me gain the 20lbs i've been trying to lose.
goodbye.
hello withdrawal symptoms. bring it on.
goodbye.
hello withdrawal symptoms. bring it on.
Monday, September 27, 2010
Safe
I managed to scare myself away from overdosing. *phew*.
I lost another lb- I'm the thinnest i've been in QUITE a LONG time. 134.8!! Still larger than my average- but getting there! 3 more lbs to go until I meet my "normal highest weight"
On another note, i'm stopping taking my Topamax because it makes me crazy- even though it helps me lose weight(- it's better then diet pills!) because it effs up my birth control pill... and I don't want babiessssss soooooo yeah.
I'm also going to have to get off this combo of anfanil (or whatever it's called) and prozac because they have a BAD interaction (ummm.... hello psychiatrist????) and make me uber zombie-ish- as well as even more suicidal. as you may have been able to tell.
Tomorrow I officially withdraw from college... again.
I've been biting my lip all day and haven't cared. I just don't care anymore, depression is really bad...
ok, well that's all. I'm still alive
toodles
I lost another lb- I'm the thinnest i've been in QUITE a LONG time. 134.8!! Still larger than my average- but getting there! 3 more lbs to go until I meet my "normal highest weight"
On another note, i'm stopping taking my Topamax because it makes me crazy- even though it helps me lose weight(- it's better then diet pills!) because it effs up my birth control pill... and I don't want babiessssss soooooo yeah.
I'm also going to have to get off this combo of anfanil (or whatever it's called) and prozac because they have a BAD interaction (ummm.... hello psychiatrist????) and make me uber zombie-ish- as well as even more suicidal. as you may have been able to tell.
Tomorrow I officially withdraw from college... again.
I've been biting my lip all day and haven't cared. I just don't care anymore, depression is really bad...
ok, well that's all. I'm still alive
toodles
fucking family
pills pills pills... which ones to take which ones to take.
i called my house for support because I was bored.
my dad said "well that's because you're not in school"
ee thanks dad.
starts crying.
mom won't talk to me because i'll depress her.,
fuck them all.
fuck me.
fuckin' meds.
od.
i called my house for support because I was bored.
my dad said "well that's because you're not in school"
ee thanks dad.
starts crying.
mom won't talk to me because i'll depress her.,
fuck them all.
fuck me.
fuckin' meds.
od.
THIN= meish
patience is a virture- but it effing rocks if you wait it out!!!
My body looks sick today.... like sick= good, not sick as in throwup-disgustingly-horrible.
I officially say you can see my ribs again.
6 more lbs and I'll be back to being my "normal" weight (around 128)
do you think I can lose 6lbs by my birthday??? that's my goal! I have 6 days hahahahaha
oh god. yeah right.
ok well i'm off. toodles ya'll
My body looks sick today.... like sick= good, not sick as in throwup-disgustingly-horrible.
6 more lbs and I'll be back to being my "normal" weight (around 128)
do you think I can lose 6lbs by my birthday??? that's my goal! I have 6 days hahahahaha
oh god. yeah right.
ok well i'm off. toodles ya'll
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