I took an anxiety med and am trying to simmer but I have to drive allll the way to Pittsburgh for an assessment and then wait to see if they'll accept me or not.
fun.
i just want to go crazy and ubr od on diet pills right now, I feel so fat :-(
in good news, two days ago it was my birthday and I bought cute shoes:
so yeah.
I'm 22 bitchesssssssss
Not sure how much I weigh- i've been a pig lately and had to go back on abilify because I was hallucinating (fun, right? I thought my boyfriends arm was a dead cat)
Yeah. so my assessment is next week on thursday and so i have to wait forever now. a week to sit around and eat air and such.
I hate being judged. It's lkike i'm being judged for how fat I am and why I shouldn't be in inpatient- because i'm fat.
